Look, I'm afraid to believe in god. I don't know why. I'm affraid to be christian. I'm pretty much afraid of relegion in general. I want to Believe in God, because I want to, but i'm afraid I'll waste my time and God will never talk to me because I steal things. I know it's bad, but I'm afraid If I become christian I won't be able to enjoy these activities, and therefore not get as much fun out of life.
I'm willing to change my views here. Convert me. I want to become relegious, but I don't think I'm a good enough person to be a christian.
