Hi every one. I need some help trying to know who I am. I'm extremly weird and have random modes ranging from being so happy, being dizzy and seeing minor things such as walls moveing a little like i am right now. I also talk to my self a lot. Ill ask my self somthing in my mind and either its me or somthing else will respond. I had a very fucked up child hood and i used my imagination alot as a kid for instance i can look at a object and look away and still see the object in my mind and can anaylize it. I do that when i check out girls. Im a party person. I been a stoner for about a year and a half and now im on probation. I been drinking instead and its messed me up really bad. When ever i get near weed i get really weird and daze out of this reality for a while. I feel as if im going crazy. By you reading this all i can allready tell you guys think im a crazy insane person which i might be but i dont know. My cousin said that im crazy but i dont need to be locked up. When ever i get drunk i talk to things that are not a live and i have the most extremly weird trips ever. My imagination takes over really good i guess. I also somtimes act like a child or creat stupid rules in my mind and play games in this world. An example of one time i did this was when i was talking to my grandma and i was talking like i was in a musical. lol that was so funny. Can people respond to this and help me know who i am. PLz dont say ur crazy or ur nuts or insane lol which u might do. Just observe what i told you which is very little to what my whole life is and tell me what you think.
[This message has been edited by grungedstoned (edited 06-19-2004).]
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